So, I’m putting off doing homework tonight. Because of this, I will talk to the internet, that’s never failed me before.
Today’s topic: Why I’m Stressed Out.
I have a live video recording project that I have to do on Wednesday (in two days). I have to be the director, this is the hardest spot, partly due to me having to go first but malignly due to the duties applied to the position which includes everything from calling out camera switches to making sure the actors work though the script correctly. It will be a lot of work but I think that I can do it. I’m just worried I’ll mess it up as I have only 10 minutes to do it correctly.
It’s been a little while, I promised I’d post very often, but as it was spring break, I feel I have an excuse. Regardless, it’s over now and I’m back at school. I can’t decide if I’m happy about this or not, why not talk about that for a few minutes while I wait for my laundry to dry.
I am quite eager to finish up school and get into the working world, I’m sure once I’m there I’ll be wishing that I could go back to a time like college, but that tends to be how the world works. I can’t really explain it, learning is great and I love doing it but I would much rather be doing what I love and making money while doing it than exerting all my time to learn. At the end of the day it’s all part of the journey that I have to travel.
I just can’t help but feel that when I’m done with school I’ll never want to learn again, I feel like schooling is the most boring part of someones life. I’m sure it also doesn’t help that I haven’t meet anyone that I would say I’m good or even decent friends with, my roommates are probably the closest people out here that I know and I’d say that is due largely if not fully to the fact that they are indeed my roommates.
I tend to spend a lot of time playing my Xbox with friends from back home or attempting to create some freehand art. I’d like to be better at that. I seem to have difficulty creating something that I am proud of with only a pencil or a pen. I don’t have the confidence to work for an extended time on any freehand art as I feel like I know even before I start that I won’t like the final product.
Anyway, I seem to be rambling about everything and nothing so I’ll end here.
This is the first of what I hope to be many posts on this blog. I’d say I’m shooting for almost all of my posts to be text based so if you don’t care to read, I’d recommend you take your leave now. I plan on speaking from the heart and talking about what’s on my mind. It might be about something that is really troubling me, it might be about something that I’m interested in, or it might be about nothing.
Whatever happens I hope that if anyone decides to read this, they enjoy it.
Why don’t I introduce myself a bit? I am a student in my sophomore year. I study web design. I’m 19. I’m located in Pennsylvania. I’ve decided to keep this blog to chronicle my life and I’m sure it will help to keep me sane from time to time.
I hope you do enjoy it. It would mean a lot to me to hear from anyone.